Pain.

 What have i not done enough to please you? i gave my all. i did everything i don't usually do. Yes, i did alot for other's. but not as much as what i did for you. i loved you with all my heart. Why would you doubt that and throw such words at me? Am i really that worthless and cheap to you? After all we went through, and now you threw it back at me. it's like being stabbed a billion times. it hurts much worse than whatever before. i thought you knew me better. what have you become? It fucking hurts so badly, i don't know where to hide. how could you just leave everything like that. are you that selfish? it just hurts.