confusion.

i seriously dont know how i feel anymore. we used to be great friends. and now things feel so different and awkward. i feel like you've changed alot. but i just cant tell you. i care about how you feel. i feel so disappointed and sad its like losing someone you really care for. and suddenly due to certain problems you lose grip of that person. i may no longer be the best to you, but yeah, if everyone ditches you again i'll be there for you. just want you to know that you really are something to me. and i guess its hard to be as close as how we were back then. maybe now you think that everything i say, i dont understand you and stuffs but truth is i want the best for you.

i dont wanna watch you changing into someone else.

i know you use all this sarcasm and stuff to protect yourself but dont you think of people around you? especially those who really care about you? i dont want you sarcasms, i dont want to see you wearing a mask, i dont want to see you acting like everything's fine when its not. i dont need all this from you. i just wanna know whats inside you. how you feel inside not outside. you may be worried that i might hurt you again but no im not going to let that happen again.

as time pass its like we're going so far away. we live like, less than a kilometre away and its astho we're miles apart. maybe things are different now. things changed. just so you know that i'll always be that sensitive person to you. and i guess i'll never get the chance to tell you how much you mean to me and how much i really love you anymore.