should i continue being a pillar, and still hurt deeply without being noticed?
or should i just walkaway from the promises i made, and forget and leave everything that happened and live life being so carefree?
my heart hurts, not that you'll know how it feels nor would you even take notice of it.
even if i were to disappear it wouldn't matter anyway, not like you'll care.
i care too much i guess, maybe i should stop.