happiest day :)

gosh i've not felt so happy in like months? hahaha. well today was awesome seriously. asked her the day before if she wanted to go dominos for lunch. and she was like kinda okok as usual. and i didnt put much hope into it, because whenever i ask her out it never happens D: yeah all the disappointment right? :P and so i never actually expected her to be okay with it ! so happy man :DD and she's the first person who i have actually drove and went out alone with. i urm actually, google map the roads to see where i can avoid the jams and everything [long story] hahaha and i couldnt really sleep. scared i couldnt get up D:

then we met at canning and blablabla and drove to dominos. i dont know why whenever i see her i actually get like butterflies in my tummy man. but its not like i just knew her or something, i've known her for 4 years !!! D: i dont get that with anyone, not even my ex =.= and so we were in the car and i parked at dominos and we were mengada-ing at each other as usual and i said "omg you have pimples !" [seriously guys dont try to say that to a girl] LOLLL. and she was like acting like she was crying while covering her faceeee ! cute right i know ROFLL. and so i opened the door and went to her side and opened the door for her, and she was still covering her face. DAMN MENGADA WEH. LOLL but seriously la so adorable.

I looked at her while smiling because seriously she was so adorable D: hahaha she never fails to make me smile :) and so i wanted to unbuckle her seat belt for her and hold her hand and help her off the car but, i didnt wanna seem like i was trying to take advantage. :P and so i was like sucha fruitcake, i was like "weh dont like that la". I MEAN LIKE DUDE WHERE'S MY GENTLEMAN-NESS. WTHHHH. JUST HELP HER OUT THE CAR LA DEI. shyt la i was too anxious? :O and so she stopped "crying" and she got off the car. and so we went to dominos and i ordered the food. and she sat facing me. and after ordering, i turned and looked and i was like *eh why la she sit facing me i shy la* and so i sat down and looked at her and we started talking.

i dont know why im just sooooooo shy sitting infront of her, and i was like "eh, the sunlight behind you distracting me la" HAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHA. shyt i lied ! :O its because i dont wanna turn red while she notices it. and so i sat next to her instead. and she was like "how am i going to talk to you like that, you want me to keep turning my head is it?" GG.COM. and i like walked back and sat right infront of her. everyone was looking. because i looked like an ass and she looked so good :( and we talked and ate. and there was this moment when she asked me to order something for her to take home, i went to the counter to order and she put chili flakes on my pizza. LOLLLLL ! when i came back i was like "WHAT THE??" and she said "eat it. its not spicy" but gosh it seriously was. and it tasted like i ate some chili padi or something. damn spicy.

i didnt wanna tell her that i cant really take spicy food coz it affects my stomach, but i wanted her to be happy and so i ate it. and i went home with quite a bad stomach D: sakit weh. hahaha. then after that we left dominos and she opened the door for me. i.... felt... like... a...woman. HAHAHAHA. and so we walked and talked halfway and she fed me a piece of the crunchy chicken thingy. but gosh it was hot and pepperyy laaa. D: when we reached the car i unlocked the car and i wanted to open the door and i noticed her staring at the door. and i walked towards her and opened the door for her and she said "owh i thought you havent unlock the car" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA SHE'S SO CUTE LAA. and when we were in the car we continued mengada-ing again and i pinched her cheeks. gosh seriously damn cute laaaaaaa. LOL. she never lets me touch her head nor her cheeks last time. but i pinched her like 4 times? hahaha. she's just so adorable seriously. she complains that she's fat and everything. but she's not. she's so thin ! she says she eats alot but it seemed to me like she doesnt. D:

the pinching and mengada-ing reminded me of how there was once when we were younger i was standing at my balcony and she was standing outside my neighbours house and she was shouting how much she hated me. sometimes i hate myself for not appreciating her those days and even now. she's been the best seriously. no matter what mistakes i did, she's still always there for me. :) and after whatever happened for the past few weeks i'm glad that we went out today. she really did make my day. she's the only person that i'll be a girl instead of a guy, feeling shy and all. she'll always be special to me no matter what and i thank God for bringing her back in my life :)